Jam

 -today I was watching YouTube Music

-the Whitney Houston video My Name is not Susan was playing

-I suddenly thought of once a few years ago

-on my CONSERVATORY floor

-was like a drop of red 'Jam'

-I tasted it in case it might be connected to blood from Jesus Christ on the Cross and I might get something from it

-today I realized it was like the large red blobs I tried to set up some people to keep becoming

-like Rita Farr becomes in the Doom Patrol TV series. When in a version of me I might have been Gar Logan / Beast Boy of that time

-the drop was on the floor of the CONSERVATORY

-a red drop like blood from CHRIST on the Cross

-maybe someone saying this is Jesus Christ's fault. He wrecked the marriage chance to Tom Holland and the man like David Platt and put me in a marriage to a woman like Lois Lane

-this might be saying these people keep becoming like this CONSTANTLY

-the song My Name is not Susan was playing

-maybe meaning I am marrying partners that I don't want

New Earth

  -I just before Won my Bid for Tales of the Teen Titans 91

-the last issue of that version of their title

-meant to get rid of the Holy TRINITY / TITANS

-the Titans in mythology are GODS

-when I first moved in to my home owning it at the end of January 2008. Meaning my miracles were real now

-soon after in one week I had 4 dreams of New Teen Titans related super characters. And I briefly tried for each one to be super-heroes based on them

-in Revelations it says along the lines of the New Earth and Heaven and Jerusalem coming down

-with me winning Tales of the Teen Titans 91 it might have ended across everywhere people and places crossing over. Crossing over from the past and future and appearing around anywhere

-like the time about 1987 I went to the tallest local building. A Bank. Going up the centre stairwell. The GLASS doors to each floor were off level. The floors cut the doors in half. Like my time with everywhere almost elements out of position with things

-in 1991 I had a dream of across the landscape were only small, white, wrecked spaceships

-the for me might be the New Earth

-because of corruption. All maybe businesses and services might be closed. With the main Phone and Internet companies maybe closed it probably means about everything would close

-my idea to make a save. Off most homes on our planet. Somehow there is a stairwell. With off the doors features from my miracles. Needed supplies

-the New Earth could be now all there is going any more. Like the wrecked spaceships. Broken, damaged powerless homes

-and inside them like SPACE ships. The GLASS doors leading to needed features

-New Earth- from the point maybe I get the last of the things I need for my home and the repairs needed are done

-over the last year I have been getting things I needed and repairs to my HOME. Which's plant or ground near my front door gives me my miracle powers

-I got a $780, 000 inheritance from my mother CHRISTINE

-the most important thing fixing the leaky roof and I am about to get the last of that work of it done

-in this New Earth being like my new home

-today I changed my mind and with maybe my last order of Back Issue comics I order soon. I order Fury of Firestorm 7. A character probably taken off of me

-I have the story reprinted in Best of DC Digest 35 Years Best Comics Stories 'Plastique is another Word for Fear'

-in the Firestorm 7 story the page is RIPPED

-like the puppy I had in 2011 ripped up the covers of two comics

-he might have been indicating to get it

-maybe a cause or solution to the Earth likewise being reduced to ruin. Maybe for good

-but I drop any idea of people having to damn themselves for these

The End

  -early in the morning of Sunday 18th August 2024

-I tried to will for THE END

-of God, Jesus Christ and the Holy Ghost

-at the time approx. 6.59pm tonight

-when the Bid is Won for the DC Comic

-Tales of the Teen Titans 91

-the LAST issue

-like I own the first issue of it New Teen Titans 1 from 1980

-I got it from a pile of comics from LENZ Dairy about 1986 for about 65c

-LENZ as in the ENZ for them

-(the New Teen Titans I have a slight emotional attachment to)

-I willed at that point tonight. To completely end the three of God, Jesus Christ and the Holy Ghost

-no more of them, not in the afterlife too, and their power gone

-I used what happened to me yesterday in my shower. A piece of 'LINT' / LENZ coming off from the top of my penis hairs

-the three of them like characters I daydreamed up in 1985. (maybe slightly mentally unwell)

-the Bizarre (made of excretion. Like the lint falling from my navel). Garath (in later daydreams needed to eat comics. That came out of a hole in the groin of his overalls. Like the lint coming off my penis hairs). And the HOLY Ghost (the hole in the groin of Garath too)

-the Tales of the Teen Titans 91 the LAST issue of that version of their series

-I too in this tried to use. For a period of time. The New Teen Titans 1. I put up in the garage ceiling. Through a broken off garage ceiling 'skylight'. That for a while I called it a Cave of Wonders. And I had the wrong idea if I stood under it when trying to do a miracle. It might make that miracle super-powerful. Eventually I put the New Teen Titans 1 comic up in there. I tried to have inside it a page from a Library book TOM SAWYER / MATT AGER. When I ripped out the page I saw they were in a place called the Cave of Wonders

-what I try to do to try to end the three of them is partly a mercy killing. Largely because of the effects of my miracles

-(I got the New Teen Titans 1 comic worth $15 US in 1981 the year after it came out. And I picked it up from LENZ / ENDS Diary about 1986 for 65c. And tonight I buy the final issue of that series Online)

-in the early 1990s I watched the nightly US TV News Program Hard Copy. One time the TV Presenter read the fictional line

-'actor Andrew Shue's wife Elizabeth Shue left him for actor Val Kilmer'

-the item was probably fictional. Andrew and Elizabeth Shue are brother and sister and both actors

-Andrew Shue. I once caught a clip of Melrose Place. It looked like his character was standing at the back of a room. Maybe a high rise building at night. He was standing naked holding a baby in front of his groin. Like the lint coming off the top of my penis hairs

-Val KILMER. As in Brendan KILMISTER. Or KILL MESSIAH or CHRISTIANITY. While visiting my mother Christine about 1978 she bought me some comics. One had a naked man under a sheet in bed. He turned out to look a lot like a student at High School a few years ahead of me. That I would not see for several years later. Named Brendan Kilmister or Iranian Messiah or Anti-Christ. He was tall, fawn colored hair and chest hair. In the comic panel the Police were bursting through his bedroom door saying Get up

-and I then saw the story was called Resolution. Probably taken off of me

Computer Projection

-in 1980 in Form 1 of Otumoetai Intermediate in Mr. Gerry Hart's Class

-I drew a largish picture of the TINTIN characters

-TIN TIN me MATT the ANTI Christ

-TIN TIN maybe saying I MATT are ALL the ANTI figures of REVELATIONS of the Anti-Christ, False Prophet, Second Beast, Destroyer, Magog and Gog

-the teacher got me up in front of the Class because he thought I did a good job of it

-a girl next to me named MARAMA. As in me like MARKY MARK and the pencil MARKS I did in the Super Adventure Album 3's panels

-she thought the white dog I drew was a SHEEP. I might be like David the SHEPHERD. Tintin books were done by a man named HERGE. As in HERD and SHEPHERD

-around the largish logo at the top of my drawing I put the name TINTIN in a rectangle shaped box. With curved corners at each corner

-I now see that looks like the old Justice League of America logo

-TIN TIN maybe representing 666

-I didn't take the picture home with me. The next year I somehow saw it through the window of a slightly small and strange storage room. It was part of the edge of Classrooms

-by that was the field. Once I remembered at the top of the field near the storage room

-overflowed EXCRETION. Like saying how I shaped CHRISTIANITY

-TIN TIN like I might have made God and Jesus reflections of each other

-the logo I did of the name 'TINTIN'. As in 'TV' as in when I typed Christ Publish it might have caused how parts of the Bible are. And like that screen I drew that might be how part of what I do might be Computer Projected  

-TINTIN as in CHRISTIANITY

Black or White

  -the first DC Comic I bought

-an Australian Planet Comics reprint Super Adventure Album 3

-including JUSTICE / JESUS League of America stories from issues 167 and 168 of their title

-it was the first comic I bought with DC Comics stories in it

-I bought it about 1977 on the base floor of Farmers

-maybe standing for this it was with comics for sale on a few long wide plank benches on top of farmers style wooden pyramid legs

-the Justice League stories

-The Kid who Won Hawkman's Wings. Maybe these were based on me but it dealt with HAWKMAN / ANGELS

-and the story about the EQUALIZER a villain who had made the population of Hawkman's world one standard sex

-like I might have made God and Jesus comical reflections of each other

-the comic was in black and white

-with coloring pencils I colored in a few panels. Maybe causing me to design the start of them myself. Or effect their make-up

-maybe I caused Jesus Christ and God to be-

-lies through the Bible. They don't love everyone. They hate me, Judas Iscariot and Satan. They have no CARING for us. My mother CHRISTINE MARGARET 'AGER' 's married surname like 'SCORINGE'. As if standing for no CARING from CHRIST. They are really by my magic. Basically a pair of idiots. Enjoying causing pain to people. Smiling at times when they do it to each other. Oblivious it was me who designed them to be that way. Maybe deluded thinking they were testing people or had the right to punish people like this

-a dream I had years ago when I would often get dreams of original products. A pair of long sweat pants, pale grey, one inch angled dark grey dashes over them. And in small handwriting by the knee the word 'Supre'. Maybe meaning SPACE / SUPRE / the dashes STARS. Knows the SAVIORS DESTROY lives for the SHEER SPORT of it. I went to the Mount Surf Beach with my friend CHRIS PILDITCH and his mother in 1979. I found a plate sized rock I thought might be shaped like AUSTRALIA. Me the ANTI CHRIST. Near there was once LEISURE Island. SATAN / STAN Lee. LEISURE / LIEBER / LUCIFER. I then pretended to have collapsed on the sand. CHRIS PUNISH DITCH

-I might have caused Jesus Christ and God to have comical looking appearances. Each looking like each other. A long white dress and long dark hair and beards. Really like Jesus Christ when alive they keep getting angry with people and treat people they CHRIS PILDITCH / CHRIST ESPECIALLY don't like as DIRT

-the Super Adventure Album 3 comic. I colored in a few panels with the EQUALIZER. Maybe that made God and Jesus the same thing

-CHRIST PUBLISH

Chainsaw

 -I years ago a few times tried to clean up my home of some of the more darker twisted comics, DVDs and toys etc

-I had thrown out DC Comics Presents 92. A black cover teaming Superman and the Vigilante

-and the final issue DC Comics Presents 97 Superman and the end of the Phantom Zone

-and the 4 part mini-series The Phantom Zone

-the time at the end of 1990 I was in bed in the dark. From out of my bedroom wall came the all dark figure of a man. As if he somehow came through the wall somehow that my bed was up against. Like a PHANTOM or GLASS door. He had some kind of silent electric chainsaw. I ran and turned on the light but he was gone

-maybe I wind up saying for a person to get the multi-story stairwell. With doors off it leading to supplies and features of some of my miracles

-they must put '666' on them

-the GLASS doors

-like in PHANTOMS

-CHAINSAW

-I CHANGE the effects of putting the CHAIN 666 on you

-from SORES / SAW

-to when you die you go forever as a PHANTOM

-like the Phantom Zone Prisoners 

Big Bang

 -about 1979 my friend Chris Pilditch's mother took us to the main Mount Surf Beach

-I found a Plate sized rock maybe shaped like Australia

-to the side was where Leisure Island was once

-I pretended to have collapsed on the sand

-CHRIST set me up to be CHRISTOPHER / OSTRACIZED. And to be AUSTRALIA / OSTRACIZED

-AUSTRALIA I am the ANTI CHRIST

-the Plate shaped rock. Created then a copy Plate where in 2017 I went where I had the power of God, Jesus and the Holy Ghost

-Chris PILDITCH. For another miracle for my list I have been working on since November 2020. I DITCH the POLICE and the PILL. As much as I can. Almost all of space from the start no longer has Police or Hospitals. All three histories / versions of space

-I might get this power because Christ set me up to be ostracized. Setting up my mistakes

-CHRIS PILDITCH- because of that from that day in 1979 CHRIST DITCHED all their ABILITIES

-years later I heard Pilditch say he was thinking of studying to be a MUSICIAN at University. I take their MAGICIAN powers

-I pretended to have collapsed on the sand. Any wife like Lois Lane only pretends to have a hard life because I am her husband

-I was lying on the Surf Beach sand. Any spouse or real partner I get keeps devolving in to a 'large red blob'

-like LEISURE ISLAND. As in LOIS LANE

-LEISURE as in STAN / SATAN. LEE LEIBER / LUCIFER

-if everything closes because of corruption or because I am the Anti-Christ. Replacing services are the stairwell in most homes. With the doors ENTRANCES off the levels that lead to copies of some of my miracles

-on Friday March 31st 2017 I took a Bus to that town and was just a couple of blocks along the Beach from there

-I was at the base of the small mountain MAUAO. Like in OA the planet at the centre of the DC Comics Universe. And MAUAO as in MESSIAH or MAU / AO as in ANTI MESSIAH

-at Marine Parade by the Surf Beach I repeated over and over

-Bop Bup Bup

-each time the line had 6 sixes. 'B' or 'p'

-Bop Bup Bup

-and I might have the power of God, Jesus Christ and the Holy Ghost

-after that I turned to go back to the Bus stop

-on the other side of the Road were a couple looking like a tall Indian man looking maybe like Bruce Wayne was drawn in comics in the 1990s. Maybe representing my father Binky Bigram. A comic character like Archie

-and with him a woman looking like Lois Lane in Smallville. Maybe representing my mother the Whore of Babylon

-I passed someone set up to mean BINKY BIGRAM

-as in BIG BANG

-BIG BANG when I said BOP BUP BUP

-space might have been destroyed with that and I went to the Plate where while there my miracles were the power level of God's mostly

-CHRISTOPHER PILDITCH and that is how my idea me and around me are a COMPUTER PROJECTION

-it was years ago. A Staff Member was taking us to the Pools in the suburb GREERTON. From the home there of a client who didn't want to come because he said he had CONSTIPATION. CREATION / EXCRETION / GENERATION. I got an almost strange stone. An almost perfect ball grey large stamp sized stone. Maybe connected to the start and creation of space. As if it was what caused the Big Bang. From the centre of the Universe like the mountain Mauao like OA

-BOP BUP BUP as in BIG ram

-Binky Big RAM. RAM a term for computers